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stefshuman
to Ninang
(April
6,1946 to August 15,
2008)
Dear Ninang, Two weeks ( August 15, 2008, 2:12 in the afternoon) since you left us. Up until now, I am in denial. Though I constantly think about the past few weeks, how we struggled with you to keep you alive, my heart still cannot comprehend nor absorb the fact that you have left us. Gone are the days that you will stop in the staircase for a quick chitchat, gone are the days that I would rush home after discovering some nice edible treats to bring home to you, gone are the days that you would come down in the morning and ask me how i was, gone are the days when i would forward text messages to you and you would lovingly reply how much you appreciated them that you even forwarded the messages to your close friends, gone are the days when I would look forward to christmas get togethers or our simple dinners to celebrate birthdays or special occassions. Ninang, I would terribly miss how you would call to just ask me what I would want for dinner if ever I do come home to Bulacan.... (more)

autumn
depressed
ughhhh... so i m sittin here again in d mrc... seperated from everyone... why??? becos d comps beside me r lousy... so... no one can disturb me here.. yeah.... n i m like readin fushigi yuugi genbu kaiden n it rocks like mad... sad it stopped at chapter 31... so damn no shock... ughhh.... wat d.... anyway... so yeah... dats all... i guess... n lately i hav been continuing my story n i m realli happy wif it although d english is cacated bt yeah.... ughh... yesterday... i get 2 seat next 2 jun yin at d cpa booth... ughhhh.... it's actually quite nice n not so... he seems sleepy n der seems 2 b like a dark cloud around d booth becos he seems moody bt wen i talked 2 him he seems like his normal self... talked n wen he saw his friend he ran of... i jst got d feeling dat he does not treat me as more den jst a friend... wic... made me feel so sad.. i dunno why...... he's goin back 2 johhor 2day... n yeap comming back next thurs.. so i can't see him... mb it's a good thing....... (more)



Ted Scrawl
take a stand


satrio welang
Tongkat Sabit Para Malaikat
( Moch Satrio Welang)
Setelah kepergiannya aku bersumpah tidak akan terjatuh lagi airmata karena kematian apa pun Aku peluk erat sabit para malaikat kubiarkan darah mengikat leherku kulihat senyum nanar mereka dan kudengar bisikan ditelingaku seperti memintaku untuk menadahkan tangan menjawab gerimis batu yang senantiasa merobeki kerongkongan serta ususku Dan ketika mereka ayunkan telah ku persiapkan leherku terlebih dahulu Aku tau aku akan mati, begitu pun kamu Aku teringat disaat dia lepas tanganku suara azan duhur menggangguku mengantarkannya dan aku pun berjalan di bilik bilik mataku lekat menatap tubuhnya yang kaku dan biru , ku kecup kening nya dan sejak itu aku berjanji tak ada lagi airmata yang siasia untuk bumi, tuhan maupun diriku sendiri Kini di punggungku tumbuh sayap, sayap yang menaungi bulubulu putih yang dengan sekali kepak ku sudah sampai di hadapanmu Dengan sabit ini aku akan mengirimmu Nah sekarang... (more)

Kim's Journal
Eh.
I guess I don't want to be another whiner about what's been on my mind yesterday night. But. I mind as well. To start things off, I must say that I've liked the band, Shiny Toy Guns' music for a very long time. I guess the realization that Carah Faye, a lead female vocalist in the band, leaving is possible after all. Never considered that happening, but I guess it's okay. The Shiny Toy Guns had a sound that I liked. Who knows if the sound will be the same after Carah Faye leaves. The song, Richocet, seems to have a different sound already. It doesn't seem like a bad song, but it's a song I'd expect from another artist. The girl who has replaced Carah? Her name appears to be Sisely, and I thought her name sounded familiar. Then I remembered that my mom used to watch a reality show about the Pussycat Dolls trying to put all these random girls to a test and then see if the girl should become another Pussycat Doll. (For no apparent reason. Since I'm assuming that the show is over, I'm... (more)